So with all of my frustration I went out to Home Depot and got screen doors for my place. They are temporary ones because I would not be allowed to put up permanent ones, but they are still good.
I had my doors open and decided that my place really needed some cleaning I started doing that, on my first trip to the recycle bin I got talking to a neighbour. We were chatting then the child they were with was asking them “why does she sound like a man?” I tried to shake it, filled up another load to the recycle took it over then went home through some garbage away. I was just feeling so dysphoric, I hate feeling these feelings.