So I was not prepared for how complicated maintenance would be. Prior to me having a vagina I had read how much work needs to go into them, I thought I was ready for everything. Yesterday day my family doctor laughed at me when I showed her my tender spot. She wrote me a script for some stuff today I got the stuff and pulled out my dilator mirror so that I could see where I was putting the stuff. For the first time I saw my actual vagina not the Labia. It was kind a euphoric as I was rubbing on the cream, but I realized how putting on the cream will get old.