I will admit that this count down was therapeutic for me to make but I wrote the final 25 days all at one time as it was stressful coming up with new stuff to add every day, but it was far more stressful not seeing my count down on here. This will be my last count down post as I know that it will be such a surreal day; the years of trying to accept myself. The years of not understanding my stuff. The years of denying myself. The countless plans to just end my life. It has all lead to this day.
117 days ago I got the phone call booking this date it was so surreal then, I don’t know if words can describe it now!